ways of life. no lingering desire for sexual ways. just need compassion and understanding. trying to live a mature life of gratitude – knowledge – compassion – trying to be forgiven and forgiveness that myself has been involved in. just guide me into my last years with loving kindness, that is all i can ask.

said to me, will reverse itselfsome years ago, eight or so a warm early fall dayleaves turning colors acorns yellow and brownjust an easy saunter gait trail of bouldersand a stopping in my track then an internal voice saying‘time will reverse itself’.to understand we must think to definetime and itselftime – a period an age…

delusion? or is it communication. the more aged i become the more question there is to its agenda. as you see, to me it isn’t delusion. several years ago, the last thing the voice said was ‘time will reverse itself’. have things changed since then? has man diverted such a dystopian future? are the events…

it might have been my seventh year, maybe younger the first time i saw one. lets call him ‘shorty’. they, shorty and big man came in a presence of light into my bedroom. i was very frightened to have a sudden bright light in my room. when i opened my eyes they were standing at…